Inspiration

April 5, 2007
Sometimes, in the course of life's struggles, we seemingly stumble upon ideas that make a situation so much easier. Yet it might be something we have never heard of before or possibly would have not discovered if we were looking too hard. My favorite video teacher once described the term "stochastic process" as a random result - other than what we were striving to achieve which may, in fact, turn out better than intended. I also think of the phrase "Desperation is the mother of invention" when I feel struck by some new revelation.

This past week, I suddenly found myself losing my voice. The first thing that came to mind was, how could I possibly command the attention of my resource class without a strong, projecting voice? Well, I started out the class, letting the students know I was losing my voice, and I would appreciate their consideration to keep the volume down. That had a minuscule effect, and they were back to their rowdy behavior in no time.

As I tried to get through a PowerPoint, I could feel my voice giving out. So I asked a student to read it off the screen for me. It turns out, he was a student that others would listen to and caused many others to be quiet. That worked so well, I continued to call on students to read out loud for me, and we got through the lesson so much faster. I like to think they got more out of it, too.

As I mentioned before, trying to get the class to be quiet can easily take 10-15 minutes. And as soon as I begin to speak, they start talking again. So, one day, I had a spontaneous thought to call on individuals and ask them to get their table quiet. (They sit in groups of 3-4 around Chemistry lab-style tables). The request seemed to give them a sense of leadership and responsibility (at least in my mind), and it seemed effective the first few times I tried it.

On another day, when the class was being themselves again, one girl who is often an instigator of such behavior (and frequent heated arguements) voluntarily offered to read my lecture notes to the class. It was miraculous to observe how they all listened while she was speaking. Do they really respect each other that much more than the teacher, or was it just because they were afraid they would be called on to read next?

I do witness times of loyalty to fellow students, particularly when I'm cracking down on individuals for misbehavior. They will blurt out comments in defense of the one in trouble, even if they were at odds with that person the day before. Whenever I would see someone cheating on tests, I usually approach them quietly to see how they respond and to not call as much attention that could be embarrassing to them. However, whenever I do, someone is likely to create a distraction behind my back or call me from the other side of the room for a nonsense question. Even when they're failing, they all stick together.